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Every one must wonder where is Pearly ?I haven't been very well still not there Yet !!
what happen ????
I don't know !
I just don't feel like doing anything right now .... I get so sad all the time cry for no reason get angry so easy ... get so lost and lonely even Derek noted and he bought me a Big Bunch of flower to cheer me up I am still so sad ....
Now Derek is away to Holland for work and here I am with my kids ... Guess I miss him now but in the other hand I don't cos I think is good for the both of us have a break and give each other some space.
I know right now I am suffer DEPRESSION ! I have been flight for this all the time is not nice to be a personal like this, give real shit time for people who love me and care about me .
so now I am here to flight it off ,I don't like to say out loud about this .....
But I need to get out my throat just hope would get over it ......
Everyone know me think I am a very happy go luck pearly and so help full all the time but I have a low time too when I am like this ,I still got to put my face up and smile and help people with their problem which I had enough on my plain.so God help me let all those people stay aways from me I don't want to be a babysit for people I don't want to know there can't get along with their boyfriend or their life with their EX just get on with life .......I wish to go FAR FAR Away no men land just sit on the corner and chili not thinking of work, my kids ,my hubby , does there eat well does there need me ......I don't think there need me anyway .........
Life no life for me for a very long time, cos my life is surround with people with their SHIT
Yes! I know I am so shit ... I am not here for SORRY ... well lot of my friend and family will say that she is asking for attention or love . nnnno I am not, I am just here to scream it out of my chest OK ...... dun even think I need it .......... click this page off if you do ...
Well I am sick shit sorry ........got to go now life still need me to run around the home even DEREK Is not around I still got to do my skol run and BABYSIT for my friend at this time SUNDAY the 2 kids of her so she can go to work and I am here writing my sad DEPRESS story to tell the world ...... I AM SO FUCKING SICK AND SAD OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW ....
17 comments:
Dear Pearly, I'm so sorry you feel so down. *Hugs* *Hugs* *Hugs*
I tag you on my blog before I read your blog and found that you are feeling upset. If you want a 'distraction', please do it, other wise if you don't feel like doing it, don't worry!!
Take care and treat yourself with a nice hot drink. Put your legs in a tub of hot water with a few drops of your favorite scent. Sit back and relax!
hi dear Bento pet :
thank for drop by and lovely hug , yes a bit down at the moment .
will be up my feet soon .
thank so much again xxxx
Sis Pearly,
I'm sorry to know you are feeling so down. Is there anything I can do?
Perhaps, you and Derek should go for a short vacation, ALONE - just two of you. Get your sister to help babysit your kids... Go away with Derek for a while. It does helps...
Pearly sweetie, ohhhh, don't be sad. I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so down.
Pick up your cat, pat, cuddle her and it does relaxes you. Maybe go on a vacation by yourself might ease you stress.
You take care of yourself so you can be strong for your kids.
Dearest Pearly, i know how u feel, sometimes i do feel like u too..just wish that the earth will eat me up so that i dont hv to think of anything and anyone. feel like so blue and down, but trust me, after a while things will get better. *hugs hugs hugs* think of things that makes u happy and do that..it might help. Cheer up ok
tell those people that u want to take a break, get them to get someone else to babysit their kids. When ure too nice, people take advantage of u..*pat pat pat and hugs hugs hugs* take good care ok!
*hugzzz.. * you will be fine..
we all will go thru this.. every now and then.. as long as we can stand up again ..
ok.. love you !!
i stumble onto your blog from reading another. I think you should seek professional help before your depression gets worst. the next time you feel bad, go out for a walk, it might help.
Hugs Pearly *HUGZ*
I'm sorry sorry to hear about your depression. How about going on a little vacation with hubby. I think it will help.
If you need someone to talk to, remember you'll always have my email address.
Take care,
L'abeille
so sorry to hear that my dear Pearly..... don't worry be happy...everything will be fine after u scream out....cheers!
Ah, Pearly,
I am sorry to hear this. I think you need to work of some steam. Or get some one to talk to. That will help.
Cheer up.
Hope you will be well soon. :)
To all my best family and my best freind :
I am so glad that when I am down all of you will be here to cheer me up and hug hug me .... I feel much more better now .... I will go and see my DR be4 it get worst thank Judy ,I know I can't let it get worst long time ago it get worst and turn my family up side down so today I will go and book anpointment to see wat wrong with Me ...
I hope to go away with hubby just the 2 of us but when come to babysit my kids, no one really wat to know which I had babysit for those so call friend couse there all say so sorry I got work to do so let forget it .
thank so much for those warm *hughug * I really so thankfull for it.
kisss to all my best ffamily and friend
hey friend, cheer up! I know how u feel, coz sometimes i'm like this too especially early this year when i've a problem relationship with hubby. everthing is ok for me now.
i hope u can cope with ur depressions soon. just remind urself, it is not good for ur health if u continue to be like this. ok?
million hugzzzzzz... :)
I sorry to hear about what your going though. I been through depression and I know it's hard. Possibly you can seek professional advise by doctors and etc, they may help. Feeling alone on this isn't going to make thing easier. I really wish you well.
pearly
A warm and big hug for you.
Take care.
many thank to .....
JACELYN CHEW .. iLovePearly ....and my dear dear nonya ...
I will be fine I will try my Best to make myself cheer up and I promise you all xxxx HUG HUG
Hope you are feeling much better today Pearly. Come here, let me give you a big hug :) Hope this is just a temporary thing and if not hope you go and see a doctor o.k.
my dear dear cook 4 fun :
thank so much your warm warm hug xxxxx
today I feel much better and I had book an Dr apointment but wouldn't get to see the DR until the 16 this is UK for me , but will try to book again in the morning see I can get in sooner
thank again not to worry I wil be fine .
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