Monday, June 11, 2012

I hate you all who hurt my family

It had been a long time I log into my blog , lot of thing happen up and down in my home , nearly pass 3 years bad thing still around me never goes away , I wonder when it going to go away .
Home  is no longer a home , sometime I ask myself where is my home ?? home is where my hubby and my kids , but after everything happen there not a home for me or for my kids , hate around the home angry around the home , no matter how much I try and put up all the shit , is still no peace , I wonder  when  I keep my word to god  to be good in life and help ppl and return is get hurt by everyone inclusive my very own family member is there call fair .
the only think I am trying to do is pray and hope one day it will be goes pass and I can pick up my life again .
sad to say ppl are selfish,  there can advised all kind but in real life no one can really understand wat is really ppl goes through and get hurt ,
the only personal can feel is the one who getting   pain , so much pain I face daily , I just got to keep telling myself is ok just be strong and hang on there becos I love him and my very own kids , one day it will be OK , instant of give up HOPE .
one thing piss me off the most is those ppl who so call * My family * who keep say to me , there care when thing get bad ,there so two face .
who can I trust ?
after all the bad thing happen to me I think I trust NO ONE .... people are so evil ,  there only nice when there want something from you , if there get wat there want there give you  2 finger ,well give no give there still give two finger to you so ...........
well ! that you can see wat the fuck I care any more , my mum always say to me, we must be nice to ppl , I think my mum is living in the roses life all the time . Ppl are evil, there  no nice ppl around especially those so call family , there are the worst one in life , there lie and make you do all kind of bad thing to get wat there want .
The only thing I love is my own family my kids and my hubby now all goes......... all becos  one of my side of family member make me to do something I really don't want to do,  when there goes down hell I give him a hand to bring him up , now My home goes down hill , everyone only turn around and say to me , well ..... wat can I say about there  is your life your choice , so is your problem not ours .
I hate them so much I so  wish  there all drop die but I  Know for sure ....  to those evil one * wat come around goes around , god got eyes to see ... now I suffer but one day is your time to get back wat YOU dick fucking shit . do to me and and my family  it will be double goes back to you and your family too .

All of you out there beware............

 I pray  to god ...... YOU all will get it back ....




1 comment:

Ai Lee Leong said...

Do not think of your other family extention from Malaysia. Just think for your own family which is your children and husband. Money is evil thing. Them extent families from Malaysia can only kept on asking and asking thinking we from abroads can print money or have a Gold mountain. Don't fuck care about them! Luv only your children and husband! Fuck the rest until they all grow u and could see themselves in the mirror how ugly they looked like from the inside of their hearts!