CAN'T SLEEP ........

Well Is 4.30am in the morning now ,I wake up at 3 am and start to do house work put up the laundry and check on Aden , then try to get back to sleep but just can't get to sleep . my heard is full of thing , so many thing happen to me with my family my sister and my self problem ect ..............,

Also after next week will be back to work and been off for few mouths, I get worry I can't coupe with baby and work and more work , cos by the end of Feb, I also got to help one of my girl friend *who going back to Malaysia for holiday * work for 4 night a week at the restaurant , I am worry I can't work as good as wat I use to be and also now a day I get tire all the time , plus lost lot of weight after give birth to Aden I am now 53 kg , Before I pregnant I was 58kg ,lost the mood of eating too same day I only eat one meal a day , food go into my mouths I just feel I want to sick out , some night I just wake up and can't get back to sleep like now , lot of thing on my mind , lot of thinking to do ......


House is a bit empty today , cos steph went away to Spain with her Grand NANA and aunt JO and aunt Suzie for weekend holiday , this is her first time go away as a big girl without us , she send me a text and tell me ,she safely arrive and she enjoy for the shopping trip and she love the Spanish ppl life style she also say Spanish's have good test of their cloth , I do hope she enjoy and will learn lot on this trip to grown up a bit too.
this trip is a treat from her NANA to her , kind of miss her a bit without her around , do feel a bit different when she is not around .
Gosh! only One day she's away , she and JO leave home yesterday at 4 am in the morning, Derek bring them to the airport at 4 am and went to work , is a very long day for Derek too , he's out from 4 am and return at 7pm , I am so worry he will over tire and fall a sleep on the road when he driving, it happen before a few time , it really WORRY ME in big time EVERY TIME HE COME BACK AND TELL ME ...... *HE FULL A SLEEP* .

Now .... I am lost .....I don't know wat I want to write , I have so many to write when I lye in bed but when I get up now I don't know wat to write .

Aden now can turn and he getting very cheeky too , when I angry with him he know also he will return a cheeky smile back to me , time really go fast , he already 5 mouths plus .

I don't know wat to write now , I think is time to get back to bed try to sleep if I can .

Good morning England

Have a lovely weekend ..... I hope ..... got to baby sit for my friend this morning another she will drop her son off at 10 am ,cos she need to go to work no one look after her son , so he is coming to play with Brandon one of Brandon friend , mum will collect him at 6 pm :(
better go to bed now ........

Gong Hee Fatt Choi ........2009

WE WISH YOU
A
VERY
HAPPY
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009

GONG HEE
GONG HEE

MAY ALL THE GOOD LUCK
KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR
ALL YEAR ROUND

Greeting from
pearly with love
and
family
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PICTURE MEME ....*TAG from ROSE

Here are the rules:
1. Go to your Picture Folder on your computer or wherever you store your pictures.
2. Go to the 6th Folder and then pick the 6th Picture.
3. Post it on your blog and tell the story that goes with it.
4. Tag 5 other glorious people to do the same thing and leave a comment on their blog telling them about it.

OK
got this Tag by
ROSE WORLD

The role I had explain above

so my Picture MEME
is
all about
WARWICK CASTLE

Is not far from us is a lovely place to visit
I been there 2 time
about
the history
click here

I remember the first tiem I visit the caster is when my childhood best friend
Soon yen and her family come to visit on 1997 dec
I bring them to visit this place and is so cold but we had a great time
then the second time
Derek bring me Brandon and 3 Chinese student
to visit but we arrive lated only get in the front of the gate cos is closed tiem unless we want to stay for night visit
but we didn't

STORY ABOUT THIS CASTER
Warwick Castle was built on the orders of William the Conqueror in 1068 as part of a defensive chain of castles established to maintain power in his new territories. It is possible that some kind of defensive structure existed on the site in the early tenth century or before belonging to Ethelfleda, the daughter of Alfred the Great, The castle has been remodelled and strengthened over the years to the point we see it today. The first castle consisted of a huge mound of earth topped with a wooden fort. To the north of the mound was the bailey surrounded by a ditch and wooden palisade. The castle was positioned by the side of the River Avon which gave protection to the castle on that side. The wooden structure on top of the mound was replaced by a stone shell keep some of which can still be seen. The wooden palisade around the bailey has also been replaced by stone walls and towers. During the Baron's War Simon de Montfort's forces attacked and damaged the defenses. The Beauchamp family took possession of the castle shortly after and owned the castle for almost 200 years. In the late fourteenth century the several major changes were made to the castle including the great hall and domestic ranges, a water gate and improvements to the main gatehouse and the barbican infront of it. Over the centuries the castle became an important seat of power and was the home for the Earls of Warwick who played an important role in shaping the history of England. Richard Neville, Earl of Warwick was known as the 'Kingmaker' for his involvement in bringing Edward IV to the throne. The castle is now owned by the Tussaud Group and is possibly the best castle to visit in Britain due to the wide range of events and attractions that can be seen.

MORE PICTURE

OK ! That all I can say about it , now I got to pass this tag to .......

DAWN

BARBARA

FARINA

I CAN'T THINK OF ANY MORE TO TAG JUS 3 FOR TODAY

ANYONE WISH TO PLAY THIS TAG PLEASE DO HAVE A TRY
THANK

News from US

Lated News
about us
we all fine and kids are well
thank god
only
me :(

Not in the mood
very tire
plus this little one below

is getting very pain in the bottom
he will scream for attention or need me to cuddle all the time
I am so tire
I hope by end of the mouth he will get into his routine
because I got to go back to work on Feb
so please please ADEN be good boy for mummy ok
sleep well and don't keep on wake up during midnight I will be very happy
if I got my night sleep I will be fine if not
HOLY .......sugar
I don't know how to do my work
may be add salt end up add sugar in the diner for those kids at work :P


just keep my finger cross
Aden will be good by that time .

I am getting very lazy everyday
no mood to blog about anything
I guess the weather is so cold and I'm having flu
is not a good time for me
this weekend we HAVE special guess come to visit
is my brother in law and his family
have a great time
with them


you can click

HERE

to kay poo

Easy make .......... Mango Meringue

This Low fat DESSERTS
Very easy to make and only take you an hour
you need

3 egg white
6oz / 1 cup of caster sugar
1 tsp of malt vinegar
1tsp of cornflour


topping
mango whole chop into small cube
1tin of whip cream 300ml
300ml of any yogurt "option"
I use below Dr Oetker mango and passion fruit papaya
cos I just had this for my breakfast .

Pre heart oven 160*/325f /gas3
non stick baking paper on a baking tray

then
whisk egg white in a clear grease free bowl until stiff
add caster sugar in 1tbsp each time whisk well
until the bowl can turn it up side down and egg white still can stay in the bowl
then addin the vinegar and cornflour and fold in well

then
Spoon the meringue into the baking paper , circle it also leaving the center hollow
and bake for around 45 min to an hour
turn off the oven left meringue to stay in the oven
with the oven door slightly open until it cold


then
you cut the mango into cube
add in yogurt
whip the whip cream into soft stiff
bring out the meringue
and add in mango and whip cream
wooooo la
here you got a lovely yummy pudding for the night:)

it goes well
all gone now
kids just love it
it easy to make and low in fat
have try