BORNG ...... WHY ?

I don't know why ? boring ? Yes I do feel so bore and lazy and hate to do anything other then babysit this little one .........
I know I should go out walk or visit friend but I don't know wat is going on with me
I just feel so tire and don't wat to do anything , even I had promise to see my friend had coffer with them but
I will make some reason not to go , the only thing I do everyday nearly the same

Breastfeeding , bath Aden watch TV , cook diner , cleaning the house
weekend or evening bake some cake for my 3 kids
cos they love cake buy is too expensive
especially now a day the food cost so high
I just order my grocery yesterday from Tesco and will deliver today
it cost me £165 that normally is will only cost me £100
everything seem to go up and up and not down .
ppl around us is worry to get lay out from work !
is soooo depress every way
every day turn on the NEWS
same thing ...... Global financial crisis
I wonder wat make it so bad .....
where all the money gone ?
how come BANK will lost all the money ?
why we got to bill them OUT ..*ALL THE BANK *
who bill us out when we in trouble
like now lot of ppl lost their home cos no job but still have to feed the family pay the bill
but no money to pay for the loan the banker will not say * is OK u pay when u got or will let u off becos u lost everything !*
so fucking shit there will push you out of the street !
WHY ....... WE ...... TAX PAYER GOT TO BILL them out

THOSE STUPID MONEY SUCKER VAMPIRES ?
I think some one some where keep all those money
and make everyone suffer !
BIG BROTHER is watching YOU ?

I can tell you I don't true anyone in politic
there all the same all interest on themselves not THE PEOPLE
THERE TALK AND TALK..... ALL THE SHIT PROMISE . this and that .....BLA BLA BLA
before there get in
ONCE there get into power >>>>
there only promise to get themselves BANK account grown !
WHO CARE THOSE HARD WORKING family ...
NO ONE ! SCREW THEM ....
tax them as much as there can

..... ALL THOSE POLITICIAN

IS A F *@#K ......GOOD LIAR




WELL
I have my say now
go back to look after this little one la
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ADEN WILL BE 8 WEEKS OLD
TOMORROW
He is now
Giggle lot and smile lot :)

I have my say and still nothing will change :P
still need to pay the high tax food bill loan ...ECT .......

but is nice to BLA out LOUD !

HOPE I DIDN'T HURT ANY BODY EAR DRUM

Today Is ADEN 7 weeks old ....guess wat ??

look at my son his silly dad let him try Orange last night
but he do enjoy it .

MORE PICTURE
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my kids blog
I HAVE POST 2 PICTURE ON ABOUT LINK

ADEN AND FREDDY .........

Me and Freddy ....
side by side...

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Freddy and Aden
side by side

THIS is a lovely picture I snap
find my cat love my baby so much
this is FREDDY we had him last year may 07
he is like my baby to me
he sleep with me and follow me everywhere I go

we will so worry when Aden born he will be jealous about Aden and will hurt Little one
so we try to keep him out away from Aden
but
one morning he just sit next to Aden
just after Aden have his bath in the morning
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when I sit around with the baby
Freddy will always try to sit with us too!

I was worry the more I push Freddy away he will get jealous
but
he didn't he love Aden very much
if he hear Aden cry he will come to see him
so cute the 2 of them

WHAT TO DO WITH HER ......................

THIS LITTLE girl ..... she use to be a
very good girl will do whatever we wish her to do for us ......
NOW
I DON'T THINK SOOOOOOO

I sometime wonder still wonder !!!!
wat have I done to myself but when I look at this little baby boy
my heart melt I do love him every bit same as all my other kiddo .

Since Aden born I haven't been out the house alone with him much .
also I just feel my life is no longer mine anymore
I don't have time for myself even eat ...
I use to bake and cook so much now I just so lazy and not bother at all
I will wait until the last min only go to the kitchen to do a fast and easy dish ,
also I get so angry all the time , life just no life I feel all the time , even when I wake up in the morning I so wish to go out to walk around the shop ....
but
when I think of all the trouble I got to do to pack baby thing milk car set etc ....
holy I rather to stay at home and not go anyway ,I get so angry when I see my house a big mess
after I just clear up in the afternoon be4 kids come back from skol ,just feel angry and tire all the time ,I sooo wish I don't have to go throughout all
Especially every night got to have a go at steph ...and angry with her in big time
she is getting to be a BITCH everyday ,
she will go on the net all the time and when we say something to her ,she will talk back that make me so cross ..... someday I just feel like walk out the house and never turn back , I am so useless can't control my kids wat the point to be here !

wHEN YOU THINK .....
All this time we look after them warm them love them ....
once there grown up there turn into a monter to us ... wat the point !

HELP .....
I so wish

I think I am too old to be a mum for a youmg baby
dont think I can cope it well !

ADEN ........

ADEN .... Love after bath cloths free

ADEN TODAY 4 WEEKS OLD

TODAY IS ADEN 4 WEEKS OLD
Yesterday HV come to weight him
guess wat
this little boy
had gain
1 lb in one weeks

Guess time
can any one spot the different
between this 2 picture and all the below

ADEN ???

This baby is not ADEN



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OLIVER
all this time I thought
Aden just like BRANDON
until the other day I bring out all the picture
of my 3 other baby
gosh .......
oh NO
is oliver he does look so like