Thursday, June 24, 2010

More hour in a day that is wat I calling for




It been a very long long time since I log in here to blog
I have been so busy with work ..looking after Aden ...
also busy helping my friend to visit DR ,help another friend buying house , arranger meeting with the bank for them which I get no commission :P
Run around for the pass 3 mouths like a headless chick, very tire .....

Also my Brother in law wedding in Poland ,we all must attend spend lot of £££ for that weekend

wonder is that call family holiday to us ????
well :( I do enjoy very much at the wedding after all BIL had pay lot of money for his wedding .

can't really say is a holiday for us , is not a place we dream to go for our holiday with kids .

Busy mouths start soon for us again
Chinese kids is coming for their summer camp holiday , will be having 3 again for the whole mouths of July and Aug ,
hope can earn some extra to pay off the repaid of our home , after living here for nearly 14 years everything is fulling apart .

can't really complain about this .. becos is life for everyone too :)
Hubby had been work very hard to work and do ll the repaid re deco the whole house .

But I still not sure about my life ................
sometime looking at all my friend enjoy their life with kids grown up and me still with a young baby at the age of 46 gosh ...Wat am I doing ?
lot of question around me , I really Hate my life now , cos is not a life for me anymore
can't do anything much other then work , home , cook, sleep 4 hours a day and back to work , all money goes to kids.... bus fare ....... food ect.......there eat more and more .......

when I am going to have a life ?
which I can do wat I want !
spend wat I need !travel around when I want ......god know ..........................


Advise ....... if you ae the age of over 40 already had kids please don't go and make another baby
is really stupid .......

4 comments:

Rose said...

Hahaha~ Pearly, great advice! :p

Dawn said...

I guess I'm like you....3 four-legged crazy dogs sucking up all our money and no money back from taxes. I guess such is life, our decisions do impact our future. take it one day at a time, Pearly. Have faith, everything will be ok. Take care, dear. HUGS!

Anonymous said...

I think you're a wonderful wife and great mother. When the time comes, everything will fall back nicely.

Chen said...

Please dont feel bad, life is beautiful ...is all in the hand's of the beholder...your son is very very beautful..