Monday, June 11, 2007

Today specaily bake for all my family and friend






I thought today is a nice day to bake some apricot cake to share with everyone , welcome to my blog and I warm you with a cup of tea or coffer and a piece of apricot cake .
Is still warm freshly out from the oven .
Enjoy this very special moment

especially to UNCLE LEE AND NYONYAPENANG . I can't serve you with Malaysia kopi cos I don't have any but I would like to server you with English TEA and coffer , I don't know how to bake Malaysia kuah only know English cake and pudding hope you don't mind .
hi brother Wei and Grace hope you like it too this my first time post my cake on the blog , I bake everyday for kids at work , never bother to post on the net but today I thought why not may be you all will enjoy it .
kakakkaak.xxxxxx have a nice day I know is Monday but tomorrow will be better day

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Look wat derek bring back for me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx





Well I am so surprise I got a few present from Derek from Albany new york , well he don't have a easy return get stock at Toronto cos the storm so plan delay for an hour and half , poor thing arrive at Heathrow and let those stupid ppl point to the wrong bus stop to catch a coach to get his car , suppose get back by 11.30am end up arrive home nearly 2pm wat a long day , he bought lot of thing back for the kids , there so happy to see daddy home myself too ,really relies to have him back home .
make him a toasted ham and salad sandwich and juice, he had a rest seem happy to be back. NO WHERE LIKE HOME . hahahhaha
Many thank my dear for bring me all those lovely gift xxxxxxx

Friday, June 08, 2007

WAT DOES YOUR NAME BEGIN WITH ???




Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ______expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your ______expression of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness . You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on . You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .
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Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk . If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)
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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find . You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover. ___________________________________________________________
Does your name begin with: G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. Yo! u are a perfectionist , hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped . You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of ______expression . You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of! your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive , self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game , and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.

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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your ______expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on . You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".
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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in.
Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense . When involved in a relationship, you Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom . You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities From your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness , which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of Doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count . Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes . You are relatively free of hang- ups.You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things.You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy . It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual . You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best . You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue . You could get jealous and possessive. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert . You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come along. You are very generous &am! p; giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music , soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt . You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great thing! s. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life. !
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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love . When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.
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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud , determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.
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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly . You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing . You want to control your relationships which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer.

A VERY SAD DAY



Today MY day at work is pretty depress , I can't wait to get back home, didn't want to stay for over time, told my boss I am too tire to stay on . went home at 2.45pm .
First arrive turn on my PC check my blog , reply few message then went into UNCLE LEE blog to kay po.

make myself a cupi and sit down to read , oh so sad , never in my life face something so romantic and so sad ending .
Now MY brain is on and off thinking about the story of IRENE AND LEE .

Need a cig to cheer myself up and lated have wine to relax myself.

uncle lee please don't get sad anymore , you have done a very good thing by bring Irene lot of happiness in her life .
Uncle lee you are a real gentleman, can't find any guy like you around anymore , most of the young men always like the brand < wash and go > I mean have it and go , but you always keep you promise .

anyone who read my blog wonder wat I am talking about , please go to uncle lee blog have a good read you know wat I am talking about .
have a nice weekend , I am sure I will, I will open my big arm tomorrow to welcome my darling arrive home and give him a biiiiiiiiig hug and tell him I LOVE HIM ,cos ,life is too short to stop there , must well tell someone how much you really care and love ,be4 is too lated .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxhave a lovely weekend all my dearest family and friend xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday, June 07, 2007

DEREK'S FLYING BACK HE IS SCARE ***************





The above picture is the plane he is fly back from New York to Toronto , he say to me is scaring, a plane with 16 seat only such a small plane. oh my god , I remember flying a small plane from Kuatan to Ipoh long time ago is very noise but is not as small as this , god bless him not to be scare ok, we here praying for you and waiting for you to come home. miss you very much xxxxxxxxx

Monday, June 04, 2007

monday I hate monday





Wake up this morning , missing something cos normally I got to get ready breakfast for Derek and get pack lunch done up for kids to school but then Derek is not around so just do the pack lunch , drop kids off to school and went into tesco and do some shopping for work to special gluter free kids for snack , back to work the whole dam kitchen is a mess I nearly wanted to kill someone , really piss off I leave with a clear place and get into a mess , then I Lister to some clam music to clam myself or els I will short someone ,
finish by around 3,15pm went in to check the baby room ,one of the new baby is half Chinese and half India was non stop cry ,my work mate say to me please pearly can you help me this baby been non stop cry since arrive . so I went over the Little Jason saw me,he put his hand up to me want me to give him a cuddle so I did , he stop cry that min , I keep telling him sayang oh baby ,he had a big smile on his face , I guess he thougth ,,,,, hi we are one of the kids or ... mummy < oh mygod > my work mate say pearly we change job you stay in here with the little one I come in to cook for you , ...... oh no thank I reply , I don't mind 10 min with kids more it will drive me nut ...hahha ,little angel name Jason he saw me leave he started to cry again ,oh dear , I stay and wait until he didn't notion and walk out the room cos I am lated to pick up steph from school , when I walk to the car park I can still hear the poor little Jason still crying . oh dear ..........

back home so tire and walk into the house just feel some ting missing , I think I am start missing my Derek I courting the time wait for him to call me at the skype .
well did call around 9pm uk time 4pm USA time .
he saw me look so tire he ask me go to bed , then I am now here writing my blog , well must go to bed now tomorrow can't get up .
good night or good morning to everyone

Sunday, June 03, 2007

SUNSHINE ON SUNDAY LET BBQ........................














Nothing much to do today,been clear the house for the pass 2 day , looking at the garden thinking of Derek ,look at the grass there all grown fast ,he's away by the time he's back from new york, those grass must be sky high , so I get the grass cutting out and start to cut the grass,it hard work but then I wanted to show Derek without him around I can do men job too, all done get in the kitchen clear up the mess , went to tesco get shopping done ready for school tomorrow .
sit around chat with kids ,there all say BBQ today mum so lovely sunny ,I agree cos last week suppose to have BBQ on Derek birthday but it pissing down rain ,around 4pm Ena turn up with kids , she stay around by 5pm we all hungry I start up the fire and start our BBQ. picture enclosed , don't you think is lovely .
we all enjoy every bit of it , by the time we finish .....oh my god I can see cloud from far is on it way come , just after we had our BBQ rain is started .
oh dear ......lucky or not ...... Sunday for us ......
Back inside the house start to tidy up the place Derek call again , we all chat with him on the skype he say he's very bore , we start chat from 7.30pm to 9pm.
that is my day must go to bed now , lot to do back to work .
Cheer xxxx

OLIVER ! Please sir .......may I have some more please ....










I have talk about Brandon, my mum, my dad, my Derek today is Oliver , he is sweet heart of mine and sweetheart of wen too.
he's good in computer of the age of 4 , he start to play game when he just pass 3 , never speak a word until year of 4 , he only point to us when he need thing , when he start to speak everything all come out , very good in study and now he is over 10 years, he is a very caring child to other young kids , he love and very panties to them as the above picture can see how caring he is try to help the little Courtney .
Oliver love red everything must be red in colour just like his daddy , also he had all the thing just like his dad , clam in a way, very slow get cross with ppl , but when he is angry, he really mean it , he always let Brandon get aways with it.
Oliver such a sweetheart we all just love him .

MY DARLING IS AWAY from HOME zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzalone







Today is only the first day he away , he went to New york yesterday , we all started to miss him very much , don't know why , normally it don't get me to down under , may be becos lately he had been going aways a lot , the whole may mouths he aways to work in London for few week, staying aways from home, from Monday to Friday and back on Friday night stay for the weekend then up he went again to work on the Monday , for the pass whole may 2007.
we only see him 2 day a week the whole may mouths is about 6 time , gosh is really terrible like I am been a single parent mom , I don't really like when he away but then I can't really stop it is work after all, without work we all eat air and rain water meh , right .
He is a good dad and hubby , although he aways a lot he always call us and does miss me and the kids , he don't really like to stay aways he love his comfort of he home sweet home and food cook by his wife.

well if he had look at this blog I wish to tell him .......DEAR WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH xxxxxxxx

Saturday, June 02, 2007

HAPPY DAD DAY TO MY BELOVED DAD AND ALL THE DADDY IN THE WORLDXXXXX










wish OUR DAD A VERY HAPPY FATHER DAY .
also my beloved hubby on this very specail day ,

Not only mum is important in life for all the kids ,dad also very important , without a dad kids don't have anyone to look up too , no father figure in a child life make them incompla in life.
so here I wish all the dad a very best in life and thank's being a dad for us ,there for us when we need an advise , thank's for there to lister ,thank's for there when we cry .
love you dad.

many love to our dad.
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TODAY IS ALL ABOUT MY MUM



My MUM .................This morning I wake up lying in bed and thinking of my mum and dad and thinking about Janice blog about our dad, it make me wanted to talk about my very dear mum today .
My mum is a very kind
caring mum , sister and friend ,she don't have a very happy and fun childhood as far as I know , she born in a family of 2 Brothers and 3 sisters one dad and mum and < should I say stepmum or aunty > and few more auntie someway .
Becos of my grandfather is such a play boy , he spend most of his money to all those women and no money to the real wife to look after all the kids , my grand mum is a very lovely women and kind person in the whole world just like my mum , only my grand mum is more happy go lucky , even when she's sad, she will still keep everyone happy.
come back to my mum , she been giving away to my grand mum sister to be a little helper plus little daughter in law .
cos my grand mum can't afford to look after all the kids, so sad she got to let my mum stay with her sister , but she wasn't a nice aunt even is by blood , she treat my mum just like the Cinderella story do all the house work and serve all her kids,just for roof on her and can have change to go school .
becos aunt don't treat her well , keep on saying she must work hard becos she had sold to be her little DIL , one day my mum run aways from that horrible home and went to stay with her dad and the step mum < she is not a very kind of heart person ,she try my mu just like her aunt too .
so sometime goes by , my mum grown up and went back to stay with her mum , got a JOB which working for my dad in a cafe park , then the 2 of them in love and have a love child < IS CALL PEARLY > then 10 ten lated WENDY pop out then 15 years lated JANICE pop out too.
during my mum working for my dad , she save every penny she earn and give it to her mum to help the family also any other saving she will put a side don't even know how to spend it ,her 2 brother will come and ask her for same and she will be very happy to give it to them < that why until today my 2 dear uncle teoh love my mum so much becos she always care for them .
BECOS OF ME my mum and dad get marry , after wedding she had inherit the LOOI family of 12 brother and sister and a pair of IN LAW , no joke huh ......everyone will hand up to my mum and dad for food and money , my dad also work as a journal in NAM YOUNG pepper ,my parent own Aquarium shop, so can keep the whole family running , by then you must thougth she will have a good life then , oh NO , the Looi family member don't treat her well altougth she is the one put the food on the table , she non stop working and feed the family same time she will also try o keep some money a side for her mum , I grown up seeing her bully by my uncle and aunt and my grand MUM LOOI , kind of sad for her , this picture stay with me forever even today , sometime I think of it , it make me sad and hated those ppl who treat her badly , she care and look after everyone and the return is everyone think she is a bitch ,< have to say years goes by ,Today the Looi family member don't treat her like this anymore do treat her with respect.
so that goes on for years until all my uncle grown up have there family and there life and don't stay with us < thank god > but then you might think well she had done her job now she should have a comfortable life......oh no all those uncle get scroll up there will come to ask my mum to give them a helping hand , even there have their family , there can't even have money to feed their own kids < this don't work in EURO > I am glad I don't have to go through this ..
my mum work ,work, save, save never enjoy her life it should be until we all grown up now can give her a good life , becos she over hard working all through her life , she have had high blood pressure and Diabetes and lot more ...... and now she lost one of her eye sigh and problem with walking , she can't walk too far and can't see well, so she can't be able to travel so far , I have got 3 beautiful grandchildren for her but she can't come to stay with us , only can see her grandchild when we can afford to go back to pay her a visit .
Here by I wanted to say I am so sorry I have gone so far away from her and can't be so close to her , the only personal who looking after her is our beloved sister Janice , MANY THANK TO YOU xxxxx Janice .

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

LOOK ??????






From this become like this ????